Unbelievable - yhea - an awaking

It is hard to fathom, but this morning, at Farmer Boy, my level kicked up a notch. It was "clearer" that it has been before. That is, my mind was clearer than it had been every other morning. And it stayed that way. It was not like, during the stroke, I grasped something and wanted to go to my Director and then when I was there, it all went away, leaving me questioning why. Instead I am feeling like my old self again. An older self that has been through heck via the stroke. But myself. Now I have to make sure this is not a random occurrence, and I will slip into the dream state ( the stroke state ) again. But if this is where I am going, I salute it, and say carry me with you my friend, carry me with you.